When faith overtakes common sense...

It does, to the best of us. When you are desparate enough, you do find yourself willing to go to any boundaries of common sense and try anything. I have been there and I have done that. I know I will regret it for the rest of my life, but at that time, I really really wanted something to cling on to.. and there was no other rope in sight.

If that caused pain and suffering, which could have been eased, I really believed at that time that this was the only thing left to try. I really want to say sorry, and so if you are around reading this in some supernatural way, then I am sorry. I never ever would have let you hurt if there was any other option available. I really really miss you and I will wait for the day we meet again...