Why do I keep coming back?

I mean, I am not good at being regular. And yet I keep on coming back .. why?

I just love to be able to go back to 2003-2008 and read about me. I feel sometimes that that Ketaki was a different Ketaki. Or sometimes it feels good to transport yourself into that stage mentally, where life was much simpler and definitely more relaxed.
Esp., since my memory usually betrays me, its good to be able to remember where I was and what I was thinking.
So does that mean that what I wrote is what Ketaki all aboout? Guess not... Most of what I write is when I feel calm enough to write. If I am troubled and bothered, I try not to write. A couple of times when I have written, I have deleted the post or hidden it. But then, if I think about it, thats not what I want to read. If I was upset and wrote a particular nasty post, I am usually not comfortable going back to read it anyways. This is where I come when I am upset or disturbed.

There is really so much I want to write and share. And yet, sometimes I feel that I might be boring anyways. And I wait to think of interesting/witty to write. Oh well.. This is primarily a space for me to come back to.

So where am I right now? I just celebrated another birthday.. I think this is when you start to deny your age and pray that no one really asks you how old you are.. :) funny thing was that Avani kept on insisting that it was her birthday.. :)

More later...